onlytwilight: (icing on the cake)
onlytwilight ([personal profile] onlytwilight) wrote2010-02-12 12:20 am

voice;

[There's silence for several moments, before a soft sigh and then a forced, quiet laugh.]

You guys can keep those candies. I'll settle for ice cream. It's not the same, but it's close enough.

But isn't it a little early for Valentine's Day? Wasn't it on the fourteenth last year?

[There's an intake of breath, like he's going to say something else, but then the post cuts off.]



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If any of you know anything about Xion, I want to know it now.



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Terra's lost his memories, and I want to get them back. What do I have to do?

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
But I don't remember. No one seems to.

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
No one?

Perhaps...Namine had interference? Or- Neither of you had any exposure to Castle Oblivion, did you?

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I went to Castle Oblivion once...with Axel. I passed out before I could get further than just past the entrance.

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah. With Axel.

...it seems a peculiar memory to forget altogether, an entire person.

I'll give it some thought.

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I know it doesn't make sense, but...

[A pause.] ...what if there wasn't anything there to remember?

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
A paradox which ensnares all beings of incomplete existence.

Along with her presence in some memories, her appearance is ambiguous, yes? Perhaps, like the common dusks, without the heart-vessel to contain her memories, she has an undefined sense of her true form, her heart's selfhood.

We were apprehensive about you too, you know, when you were not retaining information or consciousness, those first few days you were among us.

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Her appearance? [People thinking she looked like Ven...]

She's always looked the same to me.

...Axel just said I was blank. How bad was I?

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps she resembles several facets, or triggers different associations...it's something we would be looking into, normally.

You were mostly despondent. Displayed very little personality, or memory. It was as if you had never patterned yourself on another heart at all. Perhaps it was your element...so few hearts are pure of light. Perhaps it is the shadows cast by a heart's natural darkness that forms the shape of an identity.

Or that the Superior recovered you two personally, that may also have something to do with it. The other recruits to the Organization were scouted by Xigbar, Xaldin or Lexaeus.

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
What would Xemnas have to-

...Maybe I really wasn't meant to exist. Maybe someone else was.

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
That doubt will not carry you anywhere particularly productive, Roxas.

One way or another, for better or worse, you are now.

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
Did you know Ven too, Zexion?

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
It didn't even occur to me that there was something familiar about your face, until very recently.

A faded memory, like so many other days.

Yes...I think that was the same keybearer who came once, to Radiant Garden. I was young then.

We wouldn't have exchanged words.

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[identity profile] onlytwilight.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
So it just...

[He sighs.]

That seems to be like what everyone says who met him.

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[identity profile] illusivetactics.livejournal.com 2010-02-13 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
Then consider it a single, immaterial occasion that a keybearer passed through a world, Roxas. There is little more I can give you.