voice;

[onlytwilight]

[There's silence for several moments, before a soft sigh and then a forced, quiet laugh.]

You guys can keep those candies. I'll settle for ice cream. It's not the same, but it's close enough.

But isn't it a little early for Valentine's Day? Wasn't it on the fourteenth last year?

[There's an intake of breath, like he's going to say something else, but then the post cuts off.]



[Filter;]

If any of you know anything about Xion, I want to know it now.



[Locked]

Terra's lost his memories, and I want to get them back. What do I have to do?

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...Roxas.

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[onlytwilight.livejournal.com]

Oh, hey. ...You okay?

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

...I'm okay.

Are you?

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[onlytwilight.livejournal.com]

I'm fine.

[A pause.]

...Did you see something, in my memories?

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

....

Like what?

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[onlytwilight.livejournal.com]

Like...anything with Xion in it, from before.

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

...I forgot about her, too, after... whatever happened. If I did, then... I no longer remember.

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[onlytwilight.livejournal.com]

I figured. That's okay. I'm going to look for another way to remember her, somehow.

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I'm sorry I couldn't be more help. I wish you the best of luck.

...I heard that you and Axel weren't speaking.

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[onlytwilight.livejournal.com]

It's okay. Don't worry about it.

That was...a couple of days ago. I'm not mad at him now, I guess.

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Oh! [She definitely sounded relieved.] Good. I'm glad.

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He told you about that?

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Just that you weren't speaking, because of-- when you found out that he knew Ven.

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Am I supposed to think highly of him for keeping things from me, again?

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

...No. I understand why you would be angry. That's something he should have told you. But, it can be... hard, sometimes, to tell someone something that you think might upset them, even if you think they should know. It may have been that it was just difficult for him to tell you. [...Or maybe he had a different reason, but this aspect, at least, she knew all too well.] He did say that his life before 'wasn't worth talking about'.

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His life wasn't worth talking about, and yet he had this great friend who everyone knows, looks like me, and has a heart. Yeah, that doesn't sound nice at all.

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Roxas--....

If you were him, would you have wanted to tell you? You already weren't sure of yourself. If he'd told you that there was someone else that looked exactly like you that he knew years ago, what would you have thought? Would it have made you feel better?

...That's not all there is to a life. There could have been other things that made him want to put it all behind him.

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I would have preferred to know. Do you know how many secrets people have kept from me all my life? Do you know how much that hurts? I'm done being lied to. At least I could have known who he was.

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[...She knew. She knew all too well.]

I understand. [That's why] He should have told you. I guess... I just meant that you should consider his position. Sometimes people lie because they don't want to hurt the other person.

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I know. I just...personally...would rather hurt than be lied to and hurt twice as much later.

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....

You're sure about that?

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I wouldn't want to be hurt at all, but if it comes down to lying to me or not, I'd rather the truth be told. Lies only make things worse.