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May. 1st, 2009 04:11 pm
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[When the post comes on, there's a few moments of silence and then somewhat erratic breathing.]

About...About how I acted... I'm sorry. I don't - I don't know why I was like that. I'm really sorry. [He pauses and sighs.] I'm...not sure how else to say it.

Riqis, Axel. Alex. I really am sorry.

I'll...I'll be over to pick up Rakuen soon, Konan. I'll bring him back before tonight, promise.

[There's a prolonged pause as he searches for the words to say, if there's anything else.]  ...I'm sorry about this morning, Terra. And this whole week. I'm sorry.


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I understood everything he said, everything he thought. I don't...even know where to begin with that. I remember what he - what I did. Every action, every thought, every word was mine.

So who's the real guilty party? Is that who I'm going to be?

He's right. I shouldn't exist. I'm a keybearer. I'm supposed to protect people, or help worlds, or...I don't know. Do something. Instead, I killed every other keybearer on that side. I destroyed them all. ...I hope that if that ever happens again, someone will destroy me before I do anything. 

They didn't deserve what I did. He didn't deserve it. How am I supposed to fix this?

Date: 2009-05-02 01:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] myownmemory.livejournal.com
Well you can't just pretend it didn't happen!

...How do we know when we can even trust each other, when even our memories and our whole...lives change into something so different!

Was it all an illusion? Did I really look like Riku looks now, to you?

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